Cover Designer for Christian Book

Seeking a talented designer to create a cover for my non-fiction Christian book called Pull Yourself Together (there is a pending subtitle). The cover should be eye-catching and convey the book's theme of spiritual growth and self-improvement. The design should be professional and appealing to a Christian audience. The ideal candidate will have experience in book cover design and a strong portfolio showcasing previous work. About me, the book and the book cover: I have poured my heart and soul into this book, which I was led to write by God many years ago. I have used no AI in this book, nor do I want to use AI on the cover of the book. I want a real person to design it. I don't mind if you use AI tools (for example, Adobe Photoshop), but no generative AI! That said, my husband made an AI generated cover for me when I described my general thoughts about what I want the book cover to look like. It is *only* to convey an idea. I need a human being to improve upon and execute the idea. To describe my idea in words, I want there to be a racially ambiguous woman on the front cover and I want it to look like she has a hole in her heart/chest area (but not in her shoulder, as the picture shows) and that's what she needs to complete the "puzzle" of herself. The butterflies represent change and I want them to be flying towards the hole to represent that change. And even though this is a Christian book, I do *not* want the hole to be in the shape of a cross. I like the butterflies around the face, but I'm not sure whether that fits in with what I described above. I also like the idea of a design where she is looking into a mirror and in the mirror she sees herself with the butterflies filling the hole. I like the idea of her looking a bit like puzzle pieces (but not completely, at some point it gets too weird). I also like how colorful it is. I want a bold design. I love working with people who are not shy about their creativity and designs and are willing to challenge my way of thinking if it doesn't make sense. I may not know the best way to do it, but I know it when I'm working with skilled and talented people. Things I do not like about the design I attached - the tendrils of hair in the front of her face; her right arm is a bit weird; the hole in her shoulder; it's AI